Those memories are still stuck in my head.
meet dave, bus no. 5 prank, every single time you want to challenge tobacco rolling.
Im sorry.
just cant stop wanting.
ahmad
Friday, September 25, 2009
meet dave, bus no. 5 prank, every single time you want to challenge tobacco rolling.
Im sorry.
just cant stop wanting.
ahmad
Friday, September 18, 2009
okay. i have to stop it.
what's the use. pardon the meltdown. it was shock plus everything else, too much to handle like a cup too full. :/
I am going to be mature about this. Afterall, im old enough to be :)
To be honest, after all the thinking Im kinda happy for anne and excited to see another good rel. ;)
okay on to other things.
today is mayweather vs marquez.
the boxing match of 09. Im a fan of mayweather and he is my favourite 'current' time boxer, even though he retired one or two years ago. Anyway, im a fan of his and first watched him n his ricky hatton match. Found him to be a very interesting boxer.defensive but not boring to watch. technical enough but even more tactical. :) i cant wtach the bout, its on PPV.
:(
i hope he wins. its his comeback btw.
tomorrow will be another sports night but i dont think ill be able to catch arsenal vs wigan. BY right, arsenal should be able to win, if they play right.that's all. i dont like the way manchester united play now.its kinda boring, they used to be fun to wtach even though i hate them. tomorrow will be their derby and chelsea against spurs, the biggest two matches this weekend.
raya is a day from now. to tell you the truth im kinda lazy. :/
ahmad
thankful.
ouhh and i promised a picture of ahpeng's ray,its up there.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I want to disappear.I'll just shut up.
Im sorry I can't stomach this like a man.
Guess it was more to me than it ever was.
ahmad
Monday, September 14, 2009
hello.im back.
arsenal lost, 4-2.
i dont know. felt they were outmuscled and outpaced by man city. i mean, look at the man city backline. Then look at the others.lucky robinho and tevez injured. Arsenal also, well as a whole i felt alot of individuals underperform. but oh well, next's wigan. eh but rosicky good sia.
ouh, and i dreamt of anne yesterday night. i think i thought so hard of her before i slept that i dreamt of her. It kinda sums everything up, i think. we were lying next to each other, talking shit talking rubbish, cracking jokes and other lots of crap. and then she told me she wanted to leave, and she left without waiting or saying goodbye.ouh well anne.
exams are coming up, tonight i will start heavy mugging. buti think its fucked up because malay homework is likebcurbhebcivbhevneiorvbeivbe. hell lot. how do you expect me to mug then?FUCK.
aniway, my blogger interface is fucked again so when it gets done ill post a picture of ah peng's ray hor?
ahmad
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Break out-Signs of Hope
Break out
Ignite the matches
TO EXPLODE
Break out
Let's not imagine
JUST LET GO
With our names engraved in stone
WE'LL ALL DIE ALONE
I had to FIGHT for what I have
Always taking chances always finding something more
WE ARE what we choose to be in life
Nothing is impossible, I can make it ON MY OWN
It's time to take risks or imagine A LIFE WITH REGRET
Don't you dare say to me;
"I never had the chance"
"It's always out of reach"
"Forget my dreams"
THIS IS OUR TIME
TO FEEL ALIVE
And live each day
Like the last of life.
finally i got it
ahmad
Break out
Ignite the matches
TO EXPLODE
Break out
Let's not imagine
JUST LET GO
With our names engraved in stone
WE'LL ALL DIE ALONE
I had to FIGHT for what I have
Always taking chances always finding something more
WE ARE what we choose to be in life
Nothing is impossible, I can make it ON MY OWN
It's time to take risks or imagine A LIFE WITH REGRET
Don't you dare say to me;
"I never had the chance"
"It's always out of reach"
"Forget my dreams"
THIS IS OUR TIME
TO FEEL ALIVE
And live each day
Like the last of life.
finally i got it
ahmad
Sunday, August 30, 2009
FUCKING WATCH IT AGAIN! WHO'S THE BETTER TEAM?
gee i was fine yesterday but when i watched the highlights, Goddamnit, they deserve shit man man u.
And for a neutral and biased watcher, the referee is a complete pain in the ass who needs to be stripped into two down his throat.i sweat, then you sirloin it, smoke it, and then put bbq sauce and you serve it to a friendly herd of bloodthirsty hellhounds. HOLY WACKEN! look at arshavin fall in the box. i thought it was clean for the ball. but replays! i was like H8** Mo**** o* F8*cnericbeircbiwvcecmxlcbjcnewc. then i salute wenger for doing what he did, commentators say he plainly kicked the bottle down arsenal's flanks.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Where's the gold?-50 lions
Some things still confuse me
those song could, never inspire me
your satisfied, by empty words
that could never, strangle this heart
blood stops cold in veins
chills the skin, like wintery rains
broken hearts, fake fucking pain
FUCK YOUR BROKEN HEART
Fuck
Some things still confuse me
those song could, never inspire me
your satisfied, by empty words
that could never, strangle this heart
blood stops cold in veins
chills the skin, like wintery rains
broken hearts, fake fucking pain
but were not giving up
kept it real FROM THE START
now your back, with the crowd
WITHOUT THE HEART
FUCK
your looks, tell it all in one
rose to the top,in a matter of months
the faster you rise,the faster you fall
and when your gone, we wont care at all
ABOUT YOU
understand? satirical on a certain culture. and this is why i love HC
Its not cool, at least i dont think it is. Its not a fad, not a cult for me. Its life. Isnt it? Its opinion, expression, ideas/ideologies. Its a medium of what you think and its where you write about society, about 'media', about politics and youth. Because there arent many places you can write whatever you want without people putting an eye on, or OB markers on. And the 'media'/controlled media is telling everyone what to think. So if you cant express yourselves, and your opinions are controlled/influenced, then isnt it safe to say you're not alive? Living, there's a reason God gave you brains and the least you could do with them is think for yourselves. you don't need someone to tell you and give you opinions on something. And that is what Hc does for me, it makes me feel alive.
and no, its not tough guy antics/ethics, i dont carry them at all. And its not the whole hc-kid thing. In fact, if you guys know me, i listen to RnB, Metal,Pop everything goes, as long as its good to my ears. :)
so when a group of people(being the minority), having similar ideas, fighting against controlled and favoured conformity and refusing to give in to societal,political requests get together to see a show, you'll see a group of people, not huge but rather very small, live. Stagedives,Pits,Dances are just enjoyment. But what goes on and feeds this everlasting flame, is the heart, the ones alive. :)
ahmad